Every morning i wake up. I smile like nothing’s wrong. I tell myself that everythings ok and that i’m already doing well. I already forgotten about you. And no single thing, even a little detail of you can make me come back to you. That i’m not hurting anymore. But why does everytime i saw your name it still makes my heart beats fast, everytime i saw your picture, you still put a smile on my face. Everytime i saw you with another girl, i’m hurting. It’s been months and here i am still reminscing all the things that we’ve done together, still worrying about how you’re doing, if you’re skipping meals, if you’re sick or if you’re sad. When can i finally say that i’m really over you if in every second it’s you that i’m thinking about? :/
I Miss You. 3
how do i unlove you?
how? how can i? if in everything i do i remember you. in everything i listen all i can hear is you. in everywhere i go all i can see is you. in everything i say it’s your name that comes out from my lips. and even when i close my eyes it’s your face i see.
why am i missing you when i know that you’re not missing me? why am i still loving you when i know you’re not feeling the same way for me? why do i still care? why am i thinking of you?
for someone. </3
i remember the day when i saw your name on my FB’s inbox, i remember the first message you’ve sent me, i remember the day when you first texted me, i remember the day when we became friends, i remember the day when we first started to joke around and call names, i remember the day when we first met, i remember the day i go to your house, i remember how you make me feel so comfortable, i remember the day how i met your friends, i remember our first drink together, i remember how you introduced me to your friends, i remember how we celebrated your birthday, i remember how you make me feel so special, i remember every little details we’ve done together.
as day passes by, i never imagined that this friendship will turn into something special. I remember how we started off as nothing and with a blink of an eye you became my everything.
I remember getting butterflies in my stomach whenever you’re around.
I remember the PVC’s i’m experiencing whenever i saw your name on my inbox.
I remember the electricity that’s running down thru my spine whenever you touch me.
It’s funny how we met, the days we shared together, the laughter, the smiles, the sadness and my hope that this may last forever.
I never knew i would end up falling for you, all i know is that I woke up one morning talking to myself, asking about how much i love you.
Thank you for the love and care you’ve showed me, those efforts you’ve made, the things you’ve done just to see me smile, thank you for letting me feel how to be loved by someone like you, thank you for everything even though i know that those are just stolen moments.
i’ll miss those smiles you gave me to brighten up my day, the look from your eyes that makes my knees weak, your arms that holds me close to you making me feel how much you need me, the touch of yours that make my heart skip a beat. How lucky am i to be loved by you.
Why does love can be dramatic, tragic, full of sadness and tears? why can’t it be just a happily ever after story?
Listen to my heart as it tells you how much it hurts and breaks when you decided to leave. it all ended as fast as it started. I wasn’t prepared, I never saw that the end is coming.
I Miss You. 💔
like a boss! :)
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